for i have drifted apart from my two best friends.
how do i feel?
sad, depressed, sick, angry, nak muntah, hangin, syahdu, rejected.
should i cry? or should i just let it be and brush shoulders with them like nothing had happened between us?
should i still exchange hellos? should i wave from afar or should i come near them and say hi?
should i just smile and look away or should i grin happily like i used to do when i meet them?
i never felt so alone in my life for those two are my trusted friends.
i lost one first before the other. and i’ve lost part of my smile since.
and now i lost them both.
for one keep running away from me and the other just want to stand from afar.
i dont know what have i done. for i love them both for the sake of God.
and they should know it better. yes, they should.
i miss their laughter, i miss their smile and i miss their words of encouragement.
and their friendship.
it is heart-wrenching, to see them everyday and know that what i used to have with them is only in the past.
For I love them both for the sake of God.