i’m liking my life right at this moment.
i even feel excited to wake up at 5 every morning and go to school! sometimes i accidentally woke up at 4 and i’ll be like, “ape? br pukul 4?”
gile takde life.
i’m coping quiet well with school, the 45 minutes travel back and forth, the workloads, the principal, the colleagues and the students.
the students. oh my. let me tell you about my students.
number 1, sometimes u feel like u want to sepuk-sepuuuuuk, sekeh-sekeh, tonyoh your students.
but then, there are times u feel like giving them hugs.
number 2, there are times you feel like u want to stop from being a teacher.
but then, there are times you have that oh-this-is-why-i-become-a-teacher moment.
everyday i juggled those two thoughts in my head.
and the end of the day, it will always balanced out. or one strecthed out the most.
when i faced one or two incidents where i feel like “debik”ing my kids,
it is always the same kids who later who touched your soul
and make you said “oh yes, these students are from my class”
whenever i faced those “i wanna quit this job” moments. God , with His ways soothe me
and made me realised that there’s nothing that i want to do other than teaching.
i love my students.
even though they’re not every teachers’ dream students, you could not do role-play with them, they would not understand anything that you’re saying, they’re reluctant, naughty, hardcore students, jenis kene dok gantung sekolah selalu.
they dont even know how to pronounce “Shakespeare” nor even heard that guy’s name.
but they’ve touched my heart since the moment i stepped my foot in the school.
they showed me courage to work hard to support their family. they showed me what a brother would do in order for their lil siblings be able to go to school and buy some books. sobs.
they’re the big reason i look forward to school everyday.
they put the smile on my face everyday.
and i will do my very best, the best that i could give, to make their life more meaningful.
15 Comments
February 27, 2009 at 2:30 pm
Nisa.
Thanks sangat for this entry. Very meaningful.
And thanks juga atas idea dan cadangan kat blog Afifah tu. Sangat brilliant. Rasa nak pi peluk and cium hang ja. Hehe
February 27, 2009 at 2:34 pm
Jid.
Thanks for reading. mari pelok memelok!!!!
February 27, 2009 at 6:10 pm
nisa babe~ i know what u meant. It is the kids tat keep me going for now too! Other than tat, job relli sucks when u hav to bangun pagi2 buta and paper work tak abes2. take care *hugs*
February 28, 2009 at 12:00 am
yeah…go great teacher nisa!!
^_^
February 28, 2009 at 12:12 am
yeah daisy. workloads sucks. but u kerje ape pun, mesti byk kerje gak kan? heheh. i got students yg hot-hot and hensem-hensem tau. mau luruh jantung dibuatnye. hehe.
great teacher hafiz!! ni hao ma?
February 28, 2009 at 12:37 am
can’t help but agree to everything you say~ good for you u’re happy… i’m happy too!
February 28, 2009 at 11:20 am
u happy i’m happy too waneee!
sarangheyooo!!
March 1, 2009 at 7:53 am
glad you are enjoying life and your life at school! =) im sure your kids are very blessed to have you as their teacher! keep up the good work!
March 2, 2009 at 4:59 am
love the head picas.
baru skali masuk class. xtau nk expect apa lagi. heh.
March 2, 2009 at 7:31 am
yippie!
So much love here!
Love your attitude, Nisa!
March 2, 2009 at 9:45 pm
Salam kak Nisa..moge jdi guru yg Murabbi..=)
March 4, 2009 at 7:05 pm
ye2, setuju dengan faiz… eheh~
jangan lupaaaaa…
March 15, 2009 at 6:18 am
jangan lupe ape azmir oii?
March 17, 2009 at 2:26 am
jangan lupa apa yang dah dipelajari di Macquarie, samada dalam kelas atau di luar, jangan lupa menjadi murabbi
March 17, 2009 at 11:42 am
baik bos.